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PROFESSIONAL PRACTICE
FILMING DAY #1
Monday
After I had collected the equipment on Monday, I tried setting it up so that I could get used to it ready for the morning. However, this took me ages and, if I hadn't asked about collecting the equipment early, I would have lost a good few hours of my filming time as I hadn't used the equipment in over a year and I was not used to it at all. I decided to make a list of all of the equipment so that I had something to check against before we had to take it back after filming.
By nine o'clock, they had arrived and they walked down to my house so that I could show them how to get to the field. I decided that it would be best for us to walk there because it was only a 5-minute walk and it allowed my Dad to bring all of the equipment down there in the back of his van. Once we were there we carried the equipment over the field and my Dad left his van close to the gate so that we had somewhere to shelter if it rained.
By half-nine, I had set up the equipment and was preparing Patryk to begin filming. To help me with framing, I found it helpful to take the camera off of the tripod and use it handheld whilst looking through the viewfinder as I didn't want to have to constantly have to keep moving the tripod every time I wanted to frame something. When I began filming, I completely lost my composure after I came to the horrendous realization that Patryk looked like a little schoolboy. Besides this, filming of the opening section went fairly well and the only trouble was that the tilt handle was missing on the tripod so I was forced to tilt the camera by distributing my weight onto the camera's handle. As there was rain forecasted, and a terrifying cloud was approaching, I did rush this section of filming which had quite an obvious effect on its quality.
Now that I had completed filming the opening section, I decided to move onto the hanging sequence as I wanted to shoot in order so that I wouldn't risk getting confused as to what had and hadn't been filmed. For this section, we needed the ladder which we had left in the van and so, after collecting it, we started preparing for what would be the most difficult shot of the film. The way we achieved it was by tying the rope around the highest branch we could find and having Patryk climb the ladder and use the noose head as a handle so that he could keep himself suspended in the air. As he could only hold himself up for a little amount of time and so that he didn't hurt his hands, I had Jacob ready to quickly remove the ladder for when I shouted to begin.
After filming the hanging sequence, we moved on to film the last section. However, whilst we were filming, without any warning, it began to pour down with rain. Because of this lack of warning, we were forced into a mad rush of packing away the equipment and then hightailing it to the van so that we could shelter the equipment and ourselves from the rain. Once it had appeared to stop raining, we headed back to the tree and continued trying to film. However, the rain started again a little lighter this time but still stopped us from being able to film as the rain kept landing on the lens and it was noticeable in the background of shots. Because of this, we were forced to give in and head back without getting all of the shots required.




1/8




1/15
Tuesday - 9:00 am
9:30 am - 11:00 am
11:45 am - 12:45 pm
1:00 pm - 2:45 pm
DECIDING TO RESHOOT
After watching back the footage I knew instantly it wasn't very good. However, I realised that it was much better than I had expected which somewhat shows how low my expectations were after filming the day before. My biggest worry before watching back the footage was Patryk's acting but after watching back the footage and putting together a rough cut, I realised that it wasn't that bad and that I was able to hide most of the parts that worried me and that it for some reason appeared much worse whilst watching it in person than watching back afterwards.
Because I was unable to get all of the shots I required, I considered reshooting it. However, I realised because of the deadline, I would only have one day to edit the film after half-term. However, during the half-term, I was informed that, because of a project I and two others were commissioned to make, I had been given an extension to complete my final cut. This meant that I had two days after filming it to edit it.
However, another issue arose that made the idea of reshooting the video difficult. In the time since the first filming day, Patryk got a haircut. This made it impossible to only reshoot the few shots that I had missed and I would instead have to reshoot the entirety of the film. Luckily, Patryk and the rest of my friends were more than up for reshooting the film.
FILMING DAY #2
Monday
As I needed to come into college the day before to complete a job for a commissioner, I asked if I could take the equipment home with me so that I didn't have to come back in the next morning which would've been annoying as I live half an hour away. Thankfully, Callum said I could. Unlike the previous filming day, I made sure to check the equipment before I left to make sure that everything I asked for was there and nothing was missing. To make it easier for me after last time, Callum removed the clips that held the legs of one of the tripods together so that it would fit on the dolly which was great. However, one of the two lenses I booked out two weeks prior wasn't available as it had been handed out, this was frustrating as I needed it for certain inserts and so I began thinking of ways to achieve what I wanted without it.
Unlike the previous day of filming, my friend Josh drove Patryk and Jacob to Henstridge instead of Sam who couldn't. Also, unlike last time, they decided to stop at McDonald's for breakfast which I was originally quite annoyed at, but then when considering their mood and productivity, I realised it was a pretty good idea and so I waited patiently until half-past when they arrived.
When they arrived, I told them to drive down there as the others remembered where it was. I then drove down with my Dad and the equipment. As there was no chance of rain, we didn't need any form of shelter and so we carried all the equipment down with us. After setting up and preparing Patryk, I was ready to begin filming.
When I began filming, I found it very difficult to properly expose each shot which was annoying. And because I decided not to book any lighting equipment as I already had enough jobs to focus on, the low angle shots with the sky in the background were very overexposed as I couldn't light his face. Besides this, no other issues arose during this sequence and I filmed everything I wanted to. There were a few things that I changed and added compared to the previous day, for example, I decided to film a POV shot of the sky as he looks up. I also gave Patryk a plain black sweatshirt to wear instead of just the plain white t-shirt that made him look like a schoolboy. I believe this was a very good decision because, although he obviously still looks very young, the black sweatshirt with the neck of the white t-shirt almost made it look like he was wearing a clerical collar which added another layer to the film.
Once I was satisfied with the footage I had got for the first sequence, we moved onto the next sequence. Because of how much time it took to set up and my satisfaction with what I filmed before, I decided not to reshoot the hanging sequence. Because of this, we went straight to filming the final sequence.
Because of how confused I got last time, I decided that to keep track, I would tick off each shot after I filmed it. This meant that I could film non-linearly which sped up the process. However, this way of filming also introduced the risk of breaking continuity. This was something that had a massive negative impact on my previous footage and so I was made sure to give it more attention this time by listing elements of continuity above each storyboard sketch so that I didn't forget it.
I began by filming the aerial shots as I knew these would take the most time. However, these shots took even longer than I expected because the tripod that was meant for the dolly track was the one that could be extended the most but the clips that kept the legs balanced had been removed so it took me ages to balance each leg and keep it at the height I needed.
Another problem that arose was that I couldn't make use of the dolly track because of how long the grass was. My friends and I tried our best to trample a path for the dolly track to run but the grass still managed to get tangled in the wheels of the dolly. Because of this, I had to try and think of an alternative way of shooting him hearing the creak of the branch without having to use just a simple static frame. Whilst experimenting, I thought of trying a crash zoom as the lens I was using was an 18-55mm zoom lens. When I attempted it, I was fully expecting it to fall out of focus completely but it worked fairly well. The shot only fell slightly out of focus which was good but I also had to exaggerate the headroom of the original frame to ensure the final frame was how I wanted it.
Now that I had shot every shot with Patryk in, we moved over to the bigger tree to film the remaining inserts, POVs and cutaways. By this time, Sam had arrived which was good as he was for some reason very keen to climb the tree to tie the rope. Once he had climbed the tree, I began guiding him with how to get it how I wanted it. The only problem that I experienced was that I couldn't film the rope snapping in the way I wanted to because I wasn't given the 75-300mm lens and so I had to try and consider alternatives. The way I eventually thought of filming it was by having the rope hang only a little distance from the branch so that the end of it looked like the splayed remains after snapping so that I could then quickly tilt down to it.
Although this idea only came to me during filming, I actually believe it positively affected the film as the tilt, as well as the crash zoom, made the film even more comical than I planned which lessened how awkward and serious the film was. To achieve the shot of the rope swinging side to side, I had Sam drop the rope a little further to the point where I could reach it and then I simply pulled the rope side to side without any slack so it looked like it was swinging naturally. After this, all I had to film was the shot of the sun flaring which was easy as the sun was actually shining on this day unlike before.
Tuesday - 10:30 am
10:45 - 12:00 pm




1/5
12:15 - 2:15 pm




1/4
2:30- 3:30 pm




1/16
EDITING PROCESS
PREPARATION FOR EDITING
During pre-production, I made various notes in order to prepare for the editing process. I decided to do this because I'm not a very confident editor and the fact that I hadn't used PremierePro in over a year made me even more nervous about the editing process. The notes I made were mainly instructive notes about the basics of using PremierePro which I felt I needed to relearn before the time came to begin editing.
I also made notes on the process of colour grading as it is obviously a very vital process and one that I wasn't extremely confident about. The majority of these notes were made by watching tutorial videos on YouTube and looking at various forums and educational pages.
ORIGINAL FOOTAGE
After the first day of filming, I was able to create a rough cut very quickly because of how well I knew the film in my head. Despite this, the cut I made wasn't very good because of how much missing footage there was where I wasn't able to film certain shots. The first thing I did after reviewing all of my footage was to decide upon which aspect ratio I wanted to use so that I could adjust each shot as I went through. I eventually decided upon 2.35:1 instead of 1.85:1 as it was the size I was shooting for on the camera display and it also allowed me more control of each shot. This aspect ratio also added a cinematic quality to the footage which is something I wanted.
One of the main reasons why I decided to reshoot the entire thing was because not only was I missing vital footage, the footage I had didn't always link together and the continuity was off. This resulted in a number of extremely jarring cuts that I couldn't fix. The only sequence I was fairly happy with was the hanging sequence and even that sequence required the reshooting of various inserts. Because of how difficult and time consuming the slow-motion hanging sequence was, I decided it would be best if we didn't reshoot that so that it would allow me more time to focus on the other sequences.
Once I had decided upon reshooting the film I began watching through my rough cut and making notes so that I could remember what to change for when I reshot it. Something I paid a lot of attention to was ensuring that I knew when to hold on a shot for longer as there were many times where I stopped recording too early which stopped me from achieving the pace I wanted.

NEW FOOTAGE
After watching my new footage, I was very relieved to see that it all looked good besides various shots that were slightly overexposed but still usable. Just like with the previous footage, I threw together a rough cut just to get an idea of how well it worked and then when I was happy with the order of shots, I began looking closer and holding and cutting where I felt it was necessary. Something that I constantly kept in mind during this process was the phrase 'Kill Your Darlings' which reminded me to completely forget about how difficult or time consuming a shot was to achieve and instead focus on how much it benefitted the overall film.
Because of how much time I spent planning this short film when it came to editing, I was able to piece it together and select the soundtrack very quickly. Each piece of music I used was planned from a very long time ago which essentially allowed me to film with the music in mind. For example, the angelic choir music that fades in as he realises what has occurred was planned before I filmed and so I decided to film each clip for that section in 30fps which allowed me to slow it down fractionally without it looking choppy whilst giving it a slightly dreamy effect.
As for the opera piece from Giuseppe Verdi, that was something that I decided upon a long time ago however, I was originally going to use Bizet's Habanera which I eventually decided against as it is used quite frequently and its dramatic tone didn't suit my plans. I decided to go with La Traviata because I wanted the sequence of him hanging himself to appear almost as a balletic dance which, along with the slow-motion, helped to achieve the darkly comedic tone I was aiming for.
To achieve the slow-motion during the hanging sequence, I filmed it at 60 frames-per-second which then allowed me to slow down the clip to 40% of its original speed giving me the smooth slow-motion. Luckily, as I was given the URSA 4.6k instead of the other URSA I asked for, I was able to film in 60fps instead of 50fps which was the maximum that the other one could achieve whilst maintaining the quality. In the hopes of understanding the camera better before using it, I had a look at a video on YouTube that talked about the camera's ability with slow-motion which helped me with my planning before filming began and also during the editing process.
AUDIO EDITING
After I completed the first cut of the film, I then turned my focus to the audio. I had decided upon what music I was using but I still needed to find the perfect sound effects as I knew from the beginning that they were going to be the most vital part of the film. Something that I was nervous about from the beginning of the editing process was balancing the audio levels as I didn't know very much at all and I needed to balance the numerous audio clips that I had. This is why I requested quite a lot of help from Callum who was more than willing to show me how to get what I wanted.
Another thing I struggled with was finding suitable sound effects to use for the film. I had been searching for a long time and I could never find good sound effects that didn't need a subscription in order to use. The one sound effect I found that I liked was actually intended to be that of a rope snapping but I realised that it actually sounded more like a branch snapping and so I used it for that instead. When I mentioned to Callum the difficulty I was having with finding suitable sound effects he brought in his laptop and played some that he had. After a while of surfing through them, we found the perfect sound effects and added them. Callum also helped me adjust the audio levels of the sound effects so that they were all equal and didn't sound out of place. This was vital for the final product.
COLOUR-GRADING PROCESS
I made sure to leave the colour-grading process until after I had finished a final cut of the film so that I didn't get distracted beforehand and so that I didn't end up colour-grading clips I wasn't going to use. Because I began planning the visual style during pre-production and I decided from very early on that I wanted to use black and white, I made sure that the clips were in black and white before I began editing so that it gave me a better idea of how the film would look. However, I didn't adjust it and so it was a very basic style of black and white.
The process of colour-grading was something I really enjoyed because of how much freedom it grants and how much I could alter the mood of each shot simply by using a certain slider. However, because of how little time I had left, I was forced to rush the process which resulted in there being various inconsistencies between certain shots which were frustrating. As I began, I made sure to refer to a mood board I made that included images from various films that used a similar visual style to the one I was hoping to achieve.
In order to achieve a similar style to the films I was using as a reference, I mainly focused on adjusting the contrast, blacks, whites, and exposure sliders. I also made sure to adjust the sharpness to help separate certain elements in the frame.
Whilst colour-grading each shot, I would sometimes refer to the comparison tool which allowed me to see the difference I was making compared to the original shot and also to compare shots that I had already colour-graded.
DECIDING ON A TITLE
From the moment I began planning for this project, I have struggled with finding a suitable title. The first title I used for it was 'HUBRIS' which was a reference to Greek Tragedy as I wanted to make something similar to Yorgos Lantimos for example, 'The Killing of a Sacred Deer' which is inspired by and references Greek Tragedy. However, as my planning progressed and my plans developed, this title became unsuitable for what I planned to make.
I also used the title 'The Collar' for a while as a working title as a reference to the poem by George Herbert as I liked the idea of the collar, referring to the clerical collar, being contrasted with the 'collar' of the noose but I came to realise how far I was reaching and reminded myself not to be pretentious.
Whilst trying to decide upon the best title, I made a word document with each of the titles on it in suitable fonts to try and help me decide.
The title I decided to use during pre-production was Is God Dead? as a reference to Friedrich Nietzsche. The famous quote that I was referencing is as follows:
“God is dead. God remains dead. And we have killed him. How shall we comfort ourselves, the murderers of all murderers? What was holiest and mightiest of all that the world has yet owned has bled to death under our knives: who will wipe this blood off us? What water is there for us to clean ourselves? What festivals of atonement, what sacred games shall we have to invent? Is not the greatness of this deed too great for us? Must we ourselves not become gods simply to appear worthy of it?”
Explanation of quote from Goodreads:
After the Enlightenment, the idea of a universe that was governed by physical laws and not by divine providence was now reality. Philosophy had shown that governments no longer needed to be organized around the idea of divine right to be legitimate, but rather by the consent or rationality of the governed — that large and consistent moral theories could exist without reference to God. This was a tremendous event. Europe no longer needed God as the source for all morality, value, or order in the universe; philosophy and science were capable of doing that for us. This increasing secularization of thought in the West led the philosopher to realize that not only was God dead but that human beings had killed him with their scientific revolution, their desire to better understand the world.
The reason I ended up going with this title was because I reached a stage where I really needed to just pick one and stick with it. I knew I would never be completely happy with what I chose and it was taking up a lot of time that should have been focused elsewhere. Although I did like this title, those that won't notice what it is referencing will probably think it sounds a lot more dramatic and 'deep' than I intended. Another reason why I'm not completely happy with it is because, in order for it to work in the way I wanted it to, the title would have to be said as - Is God Dead? with emphasis on the Is so that it becomes a challenge to the original quote instead of a simple question. I was also a little worried about people assuming that the title was showing a negative view toward the concept of God which was not at all what I wanted to do. Looking back now, I think I should've gone with 'The Great Calm' as I think it suits the content of the film better than the one I went with.
CREATING TITLE SEQUENCE
Creating the title sequence was the last thing I did with my project and I was still deliberating over whether I should stick with the title I had. After finally deciding to stick with the title, I then began trying to find a font that I liked, this process was a very long one as I was very indecisive. My plan from the beginning of the project was to use a thick and bold font as I thought it would suit the comical aspect of the film but when I tested it out, it didn't suit the film as well as I had hoped.
The font I eventually decided to go with is called 'Trattatello' because of its elegance. yet despite this elegance, it was still rough and looked like it belonged in some form of scripture which I thought was very suitable considering the content of the film.
Now that I had finished the final part of the editing process and was happy with the outcome of my final cut, I exported the video and transferred it using Google Drive so that I could upload it to YouTube. Considering I only had two days to edit the entirety of the project because of my decision to reshoot the film, I was fairly happy with the outcome. In terms of the editing, there are only a few little moments that I would like to change which are mostly related to the timing of the cut.


Basic Black and White

After Colour-Grade




FINAL PRODUCT
IMAGE FOOTAGE LIST/
STORYBOARD COMPARISON


WIDE/ OTS
MEDIUM






















POV
MEDIUM - TILT DOWN
M.C.U.
POV
M.C.U.
POV
M.C.U.
WIDE - TILT UP
CUTAWAY
WIDE
INSERT
OVERHEAD
MEDIUM
POV
OVERHEAD
MEDIUM - CRASH ZOOM - CLOSE-UP
OVERHEAD
POV
CLOSE-UP
FILM FREEWAY PAGE
When considering ways to exhibit my final product, I decided to upload it onto Film Freeway as this site can be a useful way of getting a project seen and also allows you the opportunity to submit the project to festivals and competitions.

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